It is hard for me to write this. I'm not well, I feel my life is ending, there is nothing left for me on this place, I'm alone all the time, everything hurts, nobody care about me anymore, nobody wants to talk to me, everybody hates me and the world wants to get rid of me. I feel more dead than alive. I can't publish anymore, because I feel not heard anymore, I feel I'm crazy to feel that I matter or that anybody cares anymore.
All my needs that I have are unmet and it hurts so bad. When you are starving, when you are without hope, the absolute worst, worse than anything is being excluded by the world, when you are so alone that every day is a nightmare. When everything turns grey and hurts!
I wrote many things that I never published, I laugh at myself at the ridiculousness of thinking anybody even reads what I write. But just in case anybody ready this, this is why I'm struggling to post anything anymore.
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Ich bin Rubens und der Macher dieser Site. Ich bin Feeder und Feedee zugleich.
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Hi, I'm Rubens and the creator of this website. I'm both a feeder and feedee.
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