This part of this site is about me to learn a little more about the person behind this site.
I am a FA and a feeder. FA means fat admirer and means that I enjoy fat very much and love women that are large, huge, soft and fat.
The feeder part means that I enjoy giving food to feedees (women that like to eat) and therefore making them fatter and bigger.
Some personal details about me:
I consider myself pretty normal, extraordinary intelligent and interested in just about everything there is. I am still trying to find the limits of my abilities, so far I have strayed into philosophy, astronomy, physics, psychology, the human condition, marketing, writing, investing, metaphysics and learn to play the piano. I can hold an interesting deep conversation in all these subjects and have been described many things, but never a boring person. I also am not a flighty person that picks up a subject, gets bored and then moves on to another. What I start to learn, I always go on and learn more. Having so many interests, you can imagine that I am always short on time. A good explanation for the slow development of this site.
Besides writing stories, being a Linux expert and breathing anything that is information technology, I also consider myself to be a futurist, meaning that I focus more on the future than on the past. Technologic development goes at a glacial pace for me, everything takes so long, cars are so outmoded in their (gigantically lossy) internal combustible engine for example....etc. Here in Europe, most people are soundly focused on the past and they don't even realize it. I grew up in an environment that made me feel old all the time, just by seeing all these old building and tradition stacked around. In this, it really is the old world, bound by tradition. I like the US approach better. America has much less traditional baggage and history (so far). Safe to say that I am not a traditionalist. I consider where you are more important than were you come from. If where you come from defines you fully, you might consider to saddle up some ambition and dreams and go develop yourself. Life in a other continent, country for some time (more than 3 months) and feel the way of how another civilization does it. Sorry for ranting, but Switzerland is full of self satisfied people that don't have dreams that they want to reach.I got so many of them, that I realize that many of them will not be realized in my lifetime.I also often get described as very verbose, enthusiastic, talkative, liberal (there are so many beautiful people out there) and very tolerant (that is I don't go harass thin girls for being so thin ;-), too complicated. I love to go to the movies. Nothing makes me dream more and fly. The marvelous combination between good music and good pictures is amazing! And I intend to make a movie myself sometime in the future when I know some actors to do it with (currently I am not well connected). Technology is no problem, it is amazing what you can do with a digital handy cam, a computer and all the skill that you can possible use (which I have). But at this point, I got tired to do documentaries (yawn). Maybe something about BBWs, displaying them in a desirable light, not the stuff Hollywood is doing ("look she is fat and soo ugly!")I also enjoy Futurama, Family Guy, Seinfeld, Startrek, I'm terminally hooked to several of them.I currently live in California, USA, since it is my favorite place. Nowhere are women fatter, nowhere there is more variety and nowhere else you can go out and eat so marvelously fat and delicious.
I'm a very real person, prefer to feed in real life than online and am not superficial. I always want to know a person as fully as I can, to find out who somebody is, with all the parts, positive and negative. I have been accused to be intense and very present. ;-)
And This I look for in a Woman:
I would say that my ideal woman is intelligent to very intelligent. It is always sad for me to realize that I am talking to a person and that person has no idea of what I am talking about. Somebody saying "do I need to know that?" is a typical example of somebody I find amazingly misinformed and ignorant. Yes, you do need to know about that, you need to know about everything. Only then you are in control of your life and everything. I am no control freak, by far. Most things cannot be controlled anyway, but let's get a handle on the things that we can.
I am not as demanding as I might appear after reading all this. I know some things that I like in a woman, but am eager to learn what I don't know yet (and that is A LOT), especially about what makes women tick and how they are. You cannot ever change people, you have to take them how they are. But the discovering is very interesting. It is always important how two people interrelate, how they fit mentally. Safe to say that I am not so attracted to up tight, very reserved, rigid women that shun most pleasures out of their lifes (especially that one of eating). I want to know what you are about and what you like and what you enjoy. Openness is a strong point there.
For me a woman needs to be open to pleasure of any type, communicative, sexy, aware that her BEING FAT actually means HER BEING SEXY, kind of submissive (since feeding is kind of dominating) and of course very inclined to eat.
I am pretty gut oriented, so a woman with a nice large potbelly makes me crazy. Wild curves are a definite sexy-point and as I pointed out in the article love goes through the stomach I do love when a woman has a large stomach.
I have to admit, I do have a preference for very large breasts and since I am not a teenager anymore, very large doesn't mean D cup. J cup is a beautiful size, H or K cup and anything between is delicious! Anything above that is just incredible beautiful and just looking at bras of that size is a dream. And how I love when boobs are soft so they hang and move. Understand that for udder is not a bad word but a sexy word for a womans bosom that is so large and lovely that it needs special attention from someone that appreciates it.